just sitting here thinking of our interactions, Its weird when we are "Friends" and even today, just talking about kids and stuff, my W is there..she's there. I can see her.
I just don't understand why in the heck we aren't together. Why if she's so close we don't try it. It makes me upset. We really aren't bad. I don't understand it. Our problems can be handled, yes with work. I find it so hard to believe she doesn't want to "try". some days I think I love her more with each day. the more I dim, or go dark the more I miss her.
