He's home every night, sleeps in the same bed as me. Still wants sex. Sometimes I wish he was still in the other room, he came back after the touch and go. How does one distance themself emotionally when your H is still there?
Our marriage slowly wound-down. My WW would convince me that it was just a friendship and that I was just jealous, I would recant and then the OM would call, or text or whatever, and I'd feel violated again. We started arguing more often and things just kept getting worse.
The process was slow and I took a lot of the blame and I questioned myself often. Luckily, the MC/IC woke me up and I'm very grateful that she got me on solid footing, but that was also the beginning of the end. Ultimately, my wife wouldn't have me if she couldn't have the OM too. Apparently she chose the "happily married" OM and his family over me and our children. Wow!
