Oh Mleigh - what a tough few days you have had. I can relate to everything you are feeling and experiencing. And there is no doubt that you can be very proud of yourself through all this. You have always given me wonderful encouragement and great advice. Thank you for all that you've done for me!
I think to thrive we all have to get to the point of truly letting go. It is easier said than done, I know. But it's also exhausting to hold on to a person in MLC. They are all crazy in their own ways.
Everytime the pain, loneliness or worry hits me, I stop and remind myself that I have been in this x years and that I do make it through each and every day. And you are already doing this, too.
Wish I could come over there and be a sounding board for you. Or, you could come here and we could bust into the dorm room for a good laugh.
Kidding aside, my thoughts are with you. Don't forget how strong you already are.
Me 41, H 47, M 15 yrs, S11, S13 BD 1: 11/4/14 we work on it; really I pretzel myself BD 2: 3/31/15 H goes down to "dorm room" 8/15: H back to MBR 10/15: H back in dorm room 1/18: H files, now divorced
