I just don't see how she could possibly handle a D if she can't go one night w/o freaking out about me not texting about what he was doing. I can handle one at this point, but don't want it.....
I reckon I'm detaching. I looked at her and didn't feel anything. I looked her in the eyes, remained pretty aloof and was the first one to try to leave. The funny thing is, one thing that comes into my mind many nights is about being physical with her again if we get back together. (Not just the act, but being close, smiles, kisses, I love yous, etc) I honestly think I've done an amazing job compartmentalizing how I feel. She's attractive (minus the goofball hair!), and I'd look her up/down if it were possible w/o her seeing. But I don't FEEL anything. I think if she were to do or say something loving, I might melt. Or at least show my cards more than I'd like....
No sht man. I feel the same way, I could handle it, but I don't want it. Lets not boast on that one too much though...[knocking on the wooden coffee table in front of me]. A bit of lovin would be good. Like you though, refuse to let her see me check her out and really don't want to do that too myself, so I haven't in a while.
"There is no more important fight than the one for ourselves. Keep on winning." Ginger1, Read her newbies. BD: Feb '16 D: Mar '17 Piecing: Putting the self back together was my piecing. S6
