I think it's just me getting in tune with reality.
This will not end fast this is my life. I need togwtbusebto living it without her because the the way it's heading regardless of what I want.
if she surprises me later and decides she wants to try then that's great but I'm moving on.
She has been contacting me a lot less this week I think she is trying to counter my NC by going distencer again. When I say that less contact no phone calls a couple of text messages and a few snap chats but I'm ignoring it all.
Will see what happens. Stay strong
ME- 31 W-25 T-5 M-3 D2 ILYBNILWY and moved out - FEB16 W seeing someone else - JUL16