The problem is that you're still making it all about you. Through your posts, it seems like you have a problem with dependency. The drugs, the other woman. It took 3 years before my wife even started talking to me. You've been here for barely 3 months.
You can go ahead and go out dating the other woman because it makes you "feel good" the same way the weed did. All you're doing is escaping.
Just my 2 cents.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
