Lost at the moment (2)

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Journaling - had an interesting weekend. Had a decent evening on Friday night. My wife had asked if we could get dinner and a movie in honor of our Anniversary. I agreed, and it was an enjoyable time. We held hands a bit during the movie, and it felt somewhat normal.

Unfortunately, things fell apart from there. We had a bit of blow up on Saturday, not really ready to talk about that, but ended up with my W sleeping in one of my daughters bedrooms. Then yesterday, she came home from work, and suddenly had to go out to the store. She was gone for a couple of hours, and I snoopped and found she was at OM's house. That part doesn't suprise me, I figured it would happen sooner or later, but after an emotional weekend that made me question my feelings on proceeding to D, that was the last thing I needed to see.

When she got home, I told her that I don't think it's a good idea for us to sleep in the same bed anymore, and I slept on the couch last night. I think I may do that for the rest of this week, and then I travel for work the following week. Planning on staying as dim as possible this week, but may be difficult with school starting, and we have back to school night for our youngest daughter tomorrow night.

Anyway, enough journaling. Everyone have a great week!