Read this first thing today. I had to calm myself down after reading this. Woo saaaah....
Look, it's sh!t. I totally get it. But you are incredibly strong. I can see it in how you get all of this. You are just the nuts when it comes to protecting your S. He is the luckiest boy to have you Protecting and Caring for him. Amazing. He will love you so much and as he grows and understands what you have done.......and he will, understand, he is already working it out in his little head. Bless him.
Right. Back to the plan. You know the drill. Distance, detach. Cut the feelings that hurt. No instigating R talks. You know.......
Keep getting your thoughts down on here. Get those negative feelings out. Help others. It will help you too.
Surfer.
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