The Fight for Self II

[CT1118]

Thank you all. I will do my best to come back to what everyone said. More immediate concern - Surfer called me out about cycling..."are you?"

Why yes Surfer I am.

On way out of beach today, s4 wanted food at a place on this road that "we" used to go to as a family. I pulled in and we were walking up. Place was packed, but who is right at big glass windo in front - WW and OM. Thank Crst my son did not see. Thank a whole lot more than god above that I did not burn the earth.

I was willing to put that down, but then tonight, my son was asking questions about whatever, dinosaurs, my ropes, etc. kid nonsense, and then he asks me if his mommy ran away.

So yeah, it is taking everything I got not to call her and tell her to eat a bowl of dks, that I want a D, and to never speak to me again. I was very specific in asking her to not let OM interfere w/ our s4's life. Yeah, she could not have known where I was or where I had plans w/ our son on my day, but still....taking the OM to a place we went to as a family just a few months ago. I am w/ my son, all is safe.