H did just call and I answered. It was him who called earlier...tho I didn't answer then. He wanted to ask about tax stuff....and when he could check out the papers from CPA. He said he would come out Sun morning....I told him I worked tomorrow. I said fine and gotta go now.
He seems busy with his life....that's a pi$$er for sure....if I allow it it can make my head spin negatively. But, I've STOPPED myself from doing that....now witin in minutes!! That's huge for me, no more crazymaking....totally a waste of my time and energy. It's hard, but time for a glass of wine and relaxing. My neighbor might stop by soon for wine with me. We'll see.
Yes....I'm still angry at the sitch I'm in (we're all in)...BUT I am giving it all I got to move on for ME...it's time. Giving it to God, it's in His hands.
