Ahh I see...That emotional detachment is great! Keep doing your thang!
Been an interesting week. WW final sent a text earlier in the week after about a week of NC. She said: "You haven't said two words to me in over a week...". I said "Oh I'm sorry, did I miss your two words?" with the mischievous/ sarcastic emoji (I love that guy). I then dropped a bit of a truth dart saying that it is certainly not my responsibility to keep communication going, it is on her. Is that proper DB'ing?? Don't know and didn't really care, I was getting tired of it. Anyway, she didn't take too kindly to that but at least it got a conversation going.
My mother had not been feeling and had to go to the ER on wed night and remains there.. but she is doing better and should be going home soon.
So the communication with WW improved during the week. She asked if I still wanted to go the ball game, I said yes, so we went last night. It was a great time, just like the old days. She again does some physical things (hand holding, arm an arm, kiss etc), but I still am not comfortable with it.
So obv I am in a tough spot. If you read through this thread, my mind swings wildly from D to not, and everywhere in between. Not really sure how to handle things. I see women who I am interested in everywhere now (my mom ended up on cute nurse floor I swear!).