You're doing great, and I'm glad to hear you being a fantastic dad to your children and enjoying your getaway. And what a getaway, stunning.
I'm knocked sideways at the way your w is even acting towards even your children, especially from a moms pov. Good on you for surrounding them with love and stability, they need that.
I know that feeling when you feel you're getting on and a simple thing can remind you about them. I don't think there's any quick fix for that. But keep on keeping on and I'm sure it will ease with time.
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16