Albac broken but pushing forward

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albec -

"I need to leave her to experience her life away from me and see where she ends up and I will do the same, but as you say the future can be just as bright if not brighter!"

That's right buddy, and the you proved it hours later...

"She composed herself and then I said I had to go out and do somethings so basically you need to leave now. After she was gone I didn't feel great about the whole thing. I am wouldn't say I'm proud that I could stand there and watch my W crying and not comfort her but it shows I have come along way on this road and she might just be starting to understand how things will be."

I know this sucked and had many emotions for you to process. But you could have gone many directions; sounds like you chose the direction of self. Again, I know this was difficult, but you did what was right for you. Guessing you are still minding on it today.

ForGump -
"I keep telling myself the only way there's even a slim chance of getting my W back is to just forget about getting my W back. It's a paradox..."
Sublime. You said this very well and it is true for us. Also, I agree LBS is very rapid term to describe us. I was just trying to put an ego booster into the sitch where things looked south. I know what everyone meant, same as for the term bleak. I just wanted to shoot some adrenaline into the room . Sometimes, gotta say things to convince myself of it as much as everyone else.

I bow in respect to both you guys today. Wishing goodness upon you today.