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[Coly23]

(((Cheesy))), I hope you feel a little better after spending some time with your friend?

When we are in so much pain it's difficult to not think our S should be feeling that same pain too so when we see/hear them doing fun stuff it just doesn't seem right. I'm off on holiday with my D tomorrow and I heard H is going abroad as well to stay with a friend of his. Last month I would have been really annoyed and upset but now I am hoping he has a nice time. Although I would have preferred we went together (we cancelled a holiday we had booked as a family when he left) I just think we all need some time away from this situation.

I know when I come back it will be hard with our anniversary and my birthday but I'm going to cross that bridge when I get to it. For now it's sun, sea and sangria for me!!!