N2hcke, I'm sorry for what you are going thru. Sounds so familiar. I keep getting hopes up but the truth is this will be awhile. I'm curious what you were reading that referred to the first awakening as I have not heard that before. Can you tell me the book or article? Thanks! Keep posting and we will chat soon
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again
