Rich,

Been gone, living life for a few weeks. Proud of you man. Yes, I've felt the loneliness. It gets better. Fill your days, work on the place, play with the dog. Make a bucket list. Plan your life. Force yourself to look to the horizon, not at your feet, or on the path you trod to get to the place you're standing.

I have been able to let go of much of the anger of the ex. I even talked with her face to face last week, short but sweet, just talked about D7. Moving on is hard - the first step is the hardest.

You are grieving the loss of the marriage. It's what you HAVE to do to move on. Some bury the grief in drugs, some bury it in another relationship. Just realize you have to grieve, and you'll feel better in time.

Keep posting!


M46, EXWW46
M15 T17
D20, S19, D13
M - Addiction since 1998
W EA/PA #1 2013/2014
W EA #2 June 2015...
BD 1 Big D talk 9/15
BD 2 - EA/PA disc 10/30/15
Served D 1/22/16
Divorced 5/25/16 (yes, that fast!)