In my own mind, not quite. When I'm away from home, I don't count the hours pining for her. But at home, every time I see her or smell her in a room, my mind goes crazy wanting her. I SWEAR she is pumping out pheromones because she's a WW on the prowl.
But I think I've done a fair job of appearing detached. I have not talked about R at all. I don't initiate conversations other than friendly greetings when I come and go. Don't initiate text or emails, except brief ones regarding children and family dinners.
Me: 50, MLC/WW 45 Young kids Nov 2015: BD1 Apr 2016: BD2 Jan 2017: W filed Feb 2017: D final