Thanks, Grl. I trudge along. There are still ups and downs. I dropped my older two kids and Mr. P at the airport yesterday, so I'm alone again for another week. I went out with a guy for drinks last night, he was nice enough, but seems to still be a little unsettled after his divorce two years ago. The weekend is coming up, I don't have any particular plans but know I can fill it with friends if I want. I'm feeling a little like I'm off track, just wandering. I know that when my D13 gets back and school starts again, that feeling will go away, she'll be my purpose, but right now it's a little odd. I need to think about some things this week, need to made some decisions about what to let go of, what to focus on, how to create the life I want instead of just letting life happen. It's a process.