Albac broken but pushing forward

[albac]

Thanks Roist,

I should have gone into more detail as in isolation my last post sounds like I am angry and dismissed my W as being ridiculous. With the things she wanted that I believed were just way of the planet I never told her she was dreaming forget about it.

I always tried to validate, tell her that if we worked hard we may be able to have those things and if we find the right house and it makes sense for us I am open to move I never just shut her down and left it at that.

I am definitely aware of my contributions to the downfall of our marriage I would even go as far as it is mainly my fault but I can't take it all and I am or was willing to crawl over broken glass to try to resolve the problems.

The longer I am here the more I am coming to understand how true it is that we can not control anyone but ourselves. I am trying my best for me to make me he best person I can be. I still have a lot of questions to answer and need to work out how I feel and what I want but no matter where that ends up, what my W does and her journey are a separate thing and no amount of worry and mind reading will help me.

Thanks for the 2x4 Roist always enjoy a fresh hit of reality.