Thanks Gump, I appreciate it. I just can't see past this sitch at the moment. As I said I just keep thinking about what he doing and filling in the gaps with no real concrete evidence. Maybe my week away will help me towards detaching. Fingers crossed!

I've sent and email to Cristy to see if I can arrange some coaching. I think maybe it's time. Not sure I can afford it but in the circumstances my wellbeing is important especially if will help me support my support my daughter better...


Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')