Albac broken but pushing forward

[ForGump]

Do I want my W back, I just don't know anymore.

That's a really tough question because when I think about the good times, and when I think about how physically attractive she is to me, it tears at my guts... but I think about who I am to her now: I am a neutered, sexless sh!tbag eating up her valuable time before she gets to go meet real men. I reject that. REJECT REJECT REJECT REJECT. I don't want to be that man. FCUK THAT.