New here and separated

[ForGump]

I so desperately want to contact him and say ' I'm still here, remember me I am still your wife!!'

I hope you will think really hard about who your H has demonstrated himself to be recently. What promises and declarations has he made to you and your D?

The guy you fell in love with, the marriage you thought you had, the step-father your D thought she had ... he's not there any more.

You deserve better.