Wow cherry, that all sounds so familiar! It is interesting when it doesn't hurt so much. My WH said on more than one occasion that he'd have been gone long ago if I hadn't been so nice and kind and steady. He's more recently called me very patient and long suffering. I think or hope that means these guys have a clue and they are trying to work it out? Hang in there!
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again