My wife walked out 4

[CT1118]

Her: Anything else we need to talk about?
Me: No? About what?
Her: About us?
Me: No, I don't think so. I don't really think about it too much.
Her: OK.

I don't drink much anymore, but virtual glass is raised in your direction "I don't really think about it too much" Fatality! (thinking everyone else played Mortal Combat as a kid?)

Whew. Seeing her brought up feelings, but I'm not sad and I don't miss her. I think she has some feelings too, but more than anything really wants me to start pursuit. Although she's being more friendly and respectful towards me, I'm waiting for her to say something before I give out one morsel of info about how I feel. She's made changes, but they're all silly and superficial. What an afternoon lol

Good work. [CT118 nodding his head in appreciation]

There is a level of dependency that you seem to enjoy that she needed you
Let her go on her journey.
You are on yours. And you are doing a great job. I think it will morph into something that "it is what it is"

cbtdad's statement got left behind, I wanted to bring it into the picture. Profound. He's right, I read it and realized that it was true of me. I am not the only one it applies to.