I hear ya. It is hard though.....its easy to relapse into a sadder state but I am sure with time things do get better
Scary how similar so many of our stories are and I feel like mine is one of the more sane ones if that is possible
_________________________ Me-48 Spouse-WAW 52 Married for 10 years D7 ILYBNILWY 7/15 Suspect EA/PA 12/15 No confirmation/denial She files 1/2016 Working towards the Big D ...still in progress....