I had a coffee date yesterday and it was great. I was so enjoyable having a conversation with someone that wasn't forced, laced with hurtful things, or insulting. This person asked me to dinner tomorrow night and I am going to go.

I also told my therapist yesterday about the to-be coffee date and had her full support. I am tired of feeling like a victim. I am tired of looking at my phone every other minute waiting for my H to call or text. Or standing by the window looking at the street waiting for him to come home.