Detaching.....nearly there..

[Surfer]

So the WW got the kids to FaceTime last night. I think they probably instigated it rather than her. Good to talk, they seemed to be having fun, but S6 looked tired. They told me WW's most wayward of friends H was playing in the pool with them, all day. He's a nice guy but I can't stand his wife (the things she has said about me to my W and others in the past are shocking - saw it all in the old snooping days). Then again, I suppose she might only be validating the 'story' the WW tells.....IDK. More bothered that it's another man making my kids happy in the pool on holiday when it should be me making memories with them. And the best of it, I pay for it (or half of it)......

WW was getting ready, in a towel etc, whilst FaceTiming and was paranoid at me seeing her (no contact during the call). For years she did this thing where I couldn't see her in a towel. You would think I used to beat her! I guess she was in a place where she just felt so bad about herself?....I hate to think I made her feel like that - I hope it was more about the place she was in rather than how I interacted with her. Anyway, will stop thinking about that. Can't be changed and I am quite sure I was absolutely rational in my responses when she was entering her phase of change.

I think that's enough venting for now. Work now and gym later. Going to get some photographs printed and framed later to put in my S6 and D8's rooms. Also, S6 wants me to get his worm farm built........the things you do for love!