Albac broken but pushing forward

[albac]

I appreciate the input,

I know we have all probably felt the same thing at some point. I even think she half controls the way she comes across to me as a way to influence what she wants me to do. Even when I said no to going to dinner at her house tonight she said something like "oh you are going to LEAVE me alone for dinner"

I didn't have time to control myself I didn't say anything or outburst but we just stared into each other's eyes for a good 5-10 seconds with no words. (My face would have looked less then impressed) despite me always trying to be happy.

Couldn't agree more Gump, every time she is nice or asks me to help her or do "family" things I need a big alarm yelling into my ear say she is with Someone else. That should be all I need to keep on point.