New here and separated

[Coly23]

Thanks Blu. I have felt so responsible for their relationship and even got mad at my daughter when she didn't want to see him I feel so guilty now. He really has zero respect for us at the moment and I feel so annoyed with myself that I have waisted three months trying to make everything nice for him to encourage him to come back and instead he has just ignored my feelings completely and bulldozed down his chosen path.

I did feel better this morning after my melt down last night but as the day went on I found myself getting sadder and sadder. I just need to stop wondering why he has done this to me, to us, because none of it makes sense and I may never know. It's just waisted energy..

My D must be really fed up if me crying all the time, I need to stop, at least doing it in front of her!