Albac broken but pushing forward

[RSG]

I can see love in her eyes when we speak and I know she has feelings for me I can just feel it, I wish I didn't.

THIS part is very hard. I'd also like to encourage you like the others have. Keep on with what's working! Don't worry about when to tell her your terms, just keep up with what you're doing and see what she does! Keep the communication as is. As Coconut has told me, if there REALLY is an interest, they will keep at it.