I'm having such a hard time knowing whether I even want to be with him. It's like I'm so sad over the loss that I haven't thought about what I want. How do I do that?


Me: 37
Husband: 35
Married 5 years, together 13
Daughter - 1
Bomb dropped - 12/28/2015
He's moving out (officially) - 4/15/2016
EA confirmed 6/1/16
PA confirmed 8/1/16