ForGump -- I'm really sorry to read this this AM. Hang in there. Keep returning to those feelings you were having about deserving better. They are true and spot on.
Me: 46 W: 44 Married: 17 Together 21 D13; S10 BD: 03.03.15 (Not attracted to you) Almost 2 years trying, alone, to save marriage Status now: Divorced (effective 06.13.17)