Hi Sotto, Good to hear the update from you. Per usual, you seem to be doing well! I get the whole vulnerability and emotional breakdown though.... It's probably some residual PTSD of sorts. After being rejected so badly by xh, it's hard to even feel a little rejection (and it may not be rejection at all... It just feels bad). But think of it this way, you are a much better version of yourself than the last time you were single (Though I have no doubt you were stellar before your BD).... Any guy would be lucky to just be in your presence. I think all of us DBers who have truly done the work (and continue to do the work) are the best versions of ourselves... And tomorrow we'll be even better versions. So, anyway, Just remember you are amazing!
I hope the rest of the cleaning went well and you were able to have some fun this weekend!
Me- 30's H- 40's T-10 M-5 I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15 D filed by H: September 16
