Put yourself out there mate. Send those CVs out, network, meet new people and dont be afraid of new exciting challanges. On the bright side if she divorces you she might have to pay you alimony
Me31 W31 M11yrs S6yrs 23Mar16-BD 9Apr16-W admitted EA w boss. 27Jun16-W Changed job and promised NC w OM. 14Jul16-Continued contact w OM.Start of Separation. 24May17-Divorced.