It's bizarre...On Friday my W invited me to go with her and our D4 to see a play my D8 was in. We then went for a meal at a restaurant together and spent a nice evening. It was as if nothing had happened. We were a normal family. My w looked at me affectionately and was hoping to go out with the children again soon. At the end of the evening she nervously asked me where I was going the weekend. It was as if she thought I may be seeing someone and it seemed to worry her. I didn't see her the weekend as she went to her mothers house with the kids. Her anger just stopped from the previous week without discussion. If she's so concerned with me getting a life, why does she let this continue? I can see she cares for me but is happy for us to live seperate lives and just co parent.
I gotta keep breathing. Because tomorrow the sun will rise. Who knows what the tide could bring?