6 Months since she said i dont love you (4)

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I need to identify the times when i feel really low and stick to a plan. I cracked last night and texted Her asking to confirm some suspicions i had that she never admitted to.

If GAL'ed myself to exhaustion and crash and sleep I do fine but those wee moments when im not doing and am alone is the hardest.

So in the interim whenever i feel like texting her i will do 50 push ups, 50 sit ups and 50 burpees first.