Lost at the moment (2)

[lfm]

Well, that was short lived. I thought she might actually hold true to what she said this time as she showed more remorse than she has in the past, but last night she grabbed her phone around 10:40 and went into the other room. I walked by her a couple of times as we were having a sleepover for our daughters. My W hadn't come back to bed at midnight, so I took her a pillow and a blanket and told her she needed to sleep out there last night.

She did, and this morning I walked into the kitchen to get some coffee and my W was awake and was already texting. I walked back into the bedroom, waited a little bit, but then decided to go for a run, I walked out to tell her this and mentioned that we need to have the discussion with the kids about our situation she keeps asking me to put off and that she needs to think about finding a divorce attorney.

Of course she was not happy when I returned home from the run and we had a decent discussion about things, but as the day has gone on I know that I cannot continue with the situation the way things are. She is totally playing me and I need to start the process to file for D.

During the discussion she made it sound like she was trying to break things off slowly because she still works with OM, but I see it as more cake eating and trying to play me so I stay around as her plan B, but am not falling for that anymore.

Add to that that she normally should be home from work by now, but of course is not. Either she is calling the OM, or she's on her way to see him. Normally she lets me know if she's going to be late (even during the A) and has not now, which tells me she is further gone than I thought.

Hope everyone else has had a better weekend than I have in terms of what has happened with their wayward or walkaway spouses. Gonna try and get some rest tonight, as it's going to be a long week.