Can't stop thinking about W telling me she's better without me. Tears me up inside... I'm having a busy weekend. I Thought that would suffice to not be so down. It's not. I feel so helpless and like this situation is never going to get better or end.
CheesyT - sorry to say it but she probably believes it to be true right now. One of the things that hurt me so much was my W being so very smug and superior and so very confident in her path and her friends. Then when she leaned on those friends for real support, they bailed on her. The image I had of my WW the day she walked out of our door was of a shaken and scared woman who didn't know where the future was taking her.
Attitudes change - this is a journey, not a destination. You're just on one of those parts with a lot of bumps.
On BD H52, W50 T27, M26 S21, D23 BD-9-Mar-16 D-15-Jan-18 Final-19-Apr-18 I am a storyteller. The story may do you no good. But a story is never for the listener. It is always for the one who tells