Oh Gump, your Spidey senses seemed to have been right.

I'm keeping my fingers, toes and eyes crossed for you but if it is confirmed that she wants to progress with the D then remember this isn't necessarily the end... Lots of people get back together at the eleventh hour or indeed after the divorce has been finalised.

This is such a rotten sitch for you to be in especially as you have had to wait all this time for her to decide....

Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')