Albac broken but pushing forward

[albac]

Gump,

We are all here looking for whatever we can get to help us through what I believe is the worst time in most of our lives. I will be forever greatful for the advice and support I have received here from people I don't know, regardless of the outcome.

i truly believe that your feelings are correct I would rather lose my W forever then have her think of me as some kind of lost dog she can use as a best friend while seeing someone else. And I was stupid enough to basically allow that to happen up until now but it's time to take my life back and stop letting her use me.

I too feel totally gutted for my D knowing that she is so young and doesn't understand it now but will live her whole life without a normal family environment and to be honest it hurts me so much I have to block the feeling out as it just causes so much pain.

But one thing I know and it is undeniable I have and always will put my D first and give her everything I possibly can in this life and that is something to be proud of. I am sure you are the same man Gump, we would do anything to protect or kids.

Take care, stay strong