Albac broken but pushing forward

[ForGump]

albac -- I think you realize that for most of us, we are here writing in this forum, giving thoughts & advice to others because it helps exorcise our own demons. And of course get advice and encouragement from others.

So you do what you feel is right for you... I have no freaking idea who you are in real life but I hope your suffering ends soon and you get to a better place.

I just gotta keep repeating to myself the idea that however much it hurts -- the D and all the changes -- I don't want to be stuck in a place where my W doesn't see me as H material.

The one thing that I cannot shake off is this incredible awful feeling I have for my kids.