New here and separated

[Coly23]

Just had a lovely day with my D at a local chilli fiesta! I was going to go on my own but she dumped H to come with me instead. Really lovely weather and fantastic food. Starting to feel low again, I just don't know how to get myself out of this pit. Everyday it seems to get harder rather than easier. There is just such a huge hole in my life that I am really trying to fill bu if just doesn't seem to be working...