3 Months since she said i dont love you (3)

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Last night i felt low, depressed and didnt want to be alone, it was 9pm i was dreading being home alone. Its the earliest i have been home for weeks when im on my own. I usually get in midnight or later completely exhausted.

Out of the blue i received a text from a female acquaintance. She had heard about my sich and was pretty much sharing her misery, she sympathised with my sich i guess. Even though it was only text messages it was nice to be distracted.

Ended up dragging my brother to watch a late night movie with me. Got back at 2am, sleep came easily then.

Im starting to get eye bags from all the late nights, wonder if i should take something just so i can sleep earlier.