I also want to encourage that you read the homework cadet provided about detachment. There is much pursueing and attempted mind reading on your part throughout your thread. DBing is counterintuitive so it is important that you study and practice so that it gets easier. It is your best chance.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
