That's a tough spot. I remember when I was in my mid 30s and had the red convertible and wondered where I was going in life.
Take a deep breath and know that you're not alone. If finances permit some of the counseling that is offered may be worthwhile but it is strongly recommended to do lots of reading from Cadet's links , getting the Divorce Recovery and/or Divorce Busting books (if for no other reason than to give MWD money for supporting this site) and also seek out some others here like Cherry who is a bit younger and going through a tough time or Ginger who is as spunky as her handle. For me, I find that it helps me to help others.
On BD H52, W50 T27, M26 S21, D23 BD-9-Mar-16 D-15-Jan-18 Final-19-Apr-18 I am a storyteller. The story may do you no good. But a story is never for the listener. It is always for the one who tells
