Albac broken but pushing forward

[albac]

Thanks again Gump always wise words.

I didn't speak to her at all yesterday ignored all attempts to contact me. And I don't know why I feel so bad for it.

It is so hard because everything in me tells me that it will push her closer to him I just need to keep telling myself that she is already with him because she wanted to be and me pulling back is the only way to drag her closer to me.

So much easier when worked out in my head then living it.