Thanks for the pep talk Gump! Feeling a bit better now and planning my Sunday. Will go to the gym and then a bit of retail therapy, just what the Doctor Ordered!

I'm going on Holiday for a week with my D and My Sister's family next Sunday and hoping this will help me detach...

I did break my dim rule and texted H this evening as I just heard that a beautiful friend of ours lost her fight with cancer. He came back straight away and said he was just about to text me about it too. Would love to have a hug from him right now. Maybe I was wrong but I told him that I couldn't wait for 2016 to be over as it has turned out to be the crapiest year so far! As expected, no response!!


Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')