journaling - making plans or looking into making plans and then I just get this overwhelming feeling and want to cry...really missing the W (not that there's a time I don't miss her) just sitting at my desk, and thinking how in the hell did WE get here.

have a busy afternoon, beers with co workers after work, dancing with some of the softball girls later.

just want a hug, and someone to tell me it'll be okay..


Me(W): 29 EXW: 30
T: 6 M: 2
SD: 10
BD: 04/2016
PS: 04/2016
W officially "seeing" someone 09/2016
W filed 03/2017
Officially Divorced 11/2017