Maybs - Pt2

[maybs]

Nothing new to report really... Same old same, haven't talked to W in a little over 2 weeks, haven't seen her in 3.5 weeks.

The more I think about the conversation with my friend yesterday the more I feel like there's more than one thing it could have been....
1) it could have been genuine...but WW/MLCers are cray cray so it could have just been momentary
2)it could have just been fishing for information from my friend about me and how I'm doing
3) is there such a thing as a secondary temperature check??? She could have been looking for my friend to say I still miss her and want her to come home

The thing I find more interesting now than I did yesterday. Yesterday I mostly reported the emotional side of their conversation but she also mentioned being worried about the dogs... I think that was just a way to initiate talking about me.
She also mentioned that she wants me to have the house, which up until this point she has been telling everyone we are selling it, and she said that her lawyer told her it was a bad idea... but of course her lawyer is going to say that's a bad idea. It wouldn't be the best outcome for her client.
She also told A that the reason she hasn't been talking to me is because her L advised her not to... which I knew but I still don't really get. It seems like it would be better for us to be communicating and figuring out how we are going to divide things by speaking to each other. But again, I think this is a L thing. L wouldn't be getting paid as much if we are seeing a mediator or agreeing on how to split things on our own.

IDK. Like I said I'm chalking the emotional stuff up to a blip and a small sign that what I'm doing for me is having some sort of impact. But I am curious about this house stuff. I really want to keep the house and this is the first time I've heard of her saying that she wants me to have it too.

Day 2 vacation: woke up to bagpipes super early...why??? Planned on another beach day but it's pretty overcast so for now I'm just going to hang out at the house and relax and maybe hit up a craft show later!

I do have to say I'm surprised at how much easier it i now for me to go out and do these things alone. A few weeks ago I don't think I could have imagined going on this vacation alone and actually, mostly, enjoying it.