WAW, bouts of anger still spewing, awaiting the D.

[Cherry]

Lack of feelings I'd say is way better.
Detachment has helped you see your worth, it's like taking off the rose tinted glasses and seeing her for what she is. And that person you know is not one that is good for you.

Be excited for the future, you truly deserve a happy life.

And I like phoebes councillor advice that maybe part of the process is accept that we may not ever know. Good advice I will use as the trying to part leads to more hurt and confusion